Archive for the 'Death' Category

Bang Bang!

18Aug08

I was killed by Sonny Chiba yesterday… twice.


The eighth note of music died this day.
-Naushaad


‘I’m a man who believed that I died twenty years ago and I live like a man who’s already dead.’

He believed he had died… a long time ago.
So, do I.


11th May, ‘08 - 0000 hours - This is the first time that I’m making an entry at 0000 hours of a day - a day that has just begun. GBS and Ms T are here, with two huge back-packs. I almost broke my arms carrying them up the stairs. My fears have come true. [...]


And to my utter amazement and sheer disbelief I found that I’d been guilty of the same things. I had grown up to be exactly like those men who I despised as a child while growing up. That made me hate myself, like never before. I was devastated and disappointed. One of these days I’m going to [...]


When I’d first posted about him little did I know that within a year he’d take leave of all of us. Baba Amte had been introduced to us in school in a certain class through the pages of our Hindi book, Bal Bharati. We’d read how he and his wife along with their sons had [...]


It’s one thing to be lucky, quite another to be shamefully conscious of the existence of others who are not as so. Being a human after all, more or less, provides a natural excuse for the feeling of exhilaration that sweeps one when the axe falls on somebody else. The heart though sympathetic to the [...]


‘Be sure that your sins will find you out.’
         - Numbers 32:23, The King James Bible
As if being on the verge of insanity was not enough, I was given a gentle push further on in the ominous direction by this movie. And one of these days, one of the pushes is going to be a [...]


I’m going towards it again… they are back. Not the voices, but something else, darker, more sinister and more powerful. This drive towards insanity is driving me insane (no pun intended; any if found, is purely coincidental). I think I’m going mad and with greater speed and accuracy this time. Haven’t these two parameters been the most [...]


THE HOURS…

28Oct07

My last read was The Hours… And how wonderful have the hours been after that! Michael Cunningham is the new idol among others. I had that book since long, but was justifiably wary of taking it up. Virginia Woolf and I sure have something in common (not that I’m proud of it despite the high [...]