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Bang Bang!
I was killed by Sonny Chiba yesterday… twice.
Filed under: Crap, Death, Events, Experiences, General, More Crap, Movies, Personalities, Still more Crap, Uncategorized | 0 Comments
Tags: Rants, Sonny Chiba, Deaths, Performances, Illogic, Kill Bill, The Bodyguard, Lines
It’s hard to find a reason to go on living once you find out the pointlessness of being. Of course, one could still go on enjoying the blue skies, the gentle breeze, the refreshing rain, the colorful flowers but then again, the futility of it all eventually comes around. You just want to scream it [...]
Filed under: Boredom, Crap, Frustration, General, More Crap, Still more Crap, The Dark Side, Uncategorized | 4 Comments
Tags: Death, Delusion, Existence, Fate, Futility, Ironies, LFD, Life, Living, Pointlessness, State of being
Read-Only mode
‘… and he made me see what an asshole I was. He smashed my head on the ground and a moment later I heard the crunching of my bones as they crushed to smithereens on the hard dirty surface. I tasted the blood oozing out from my splintered lips and felt the broken teeth by [...]
Filed under: Boredom, Crap, Fiction, Frustration, General, Insanity, More Crap, Pain, Still more Crap, Uncategorized | 0 Comments
Tags: Being an asshole, Fight, Gratitude, Life, Pain, Realisations, Suffering
Roaming the unnamed streets of the Old Town,
gazing up the mossy walls,
I knew my words were coated
with the moss of falsity.
Roaming the unnamed streets of the Old Town,
looking down the slimy gutters,
I knew my soul stank and was
full of filth.
Roaming the unnamed streets of the Old Town,
breathing in the air heavy,
I knew my sins were [...]
Filed under: Bhubaneshwar, Bhubaneswar, Crap, Experiences, Frustration, General, God, More Crap, Orissa, Poems, Society, Still more Crap, Suffocation, oriya | 2 Comments
Tags: Old Town, Religion, Heresy, Temptation, Worldly, Sins, Redemption, Hope
Finally…
There have been no cases of unaccountable poltergeism since the last two days. The changed locks have done their job it seems, keeping at bay the unseen intruder(s). But that still doesn’t explain the voices. I still hear them infrequently, at no particular time. They come and go after brief interludes. Maybe it’s all happening [...]
Filed under: Conversations, Crap, Events, Fiction, Frustration, General, Insanity, Longings, More Crap, Still more Crap, Suffocation, Uncategorized | 0 Comments
Tags: Madness, Life, 101, Shit, Times, Thoughts, The Apartment, Time warp, Weird, Twisted, Tiresome, Poltergeism, Unexplained, Mysteries, Other worldly, Finally, Space-Time
Day 3
The locks have been changed. I doubt its utility if the unseen visitor is already inside the flat. I was surprised to find volumes on the internet detailing how people had been living in other people’s flats for half a life time. I searched the whole house yesterday night. Thoroughly.
The fear is still around. I [...]
Filed under: Crap, Events, Experiences, Fiction, Frustration, General, Insanity, Longings, More Crap, Suffocation, The Dark Side, Uncategorized | 1 Comment
Tags: Madness, Life, Despair, 101, Fear, Scary, The Apartment, On the run, Being watched, Neighbours, Imagination, Intuition, Frightened
The unwanted visits
Strange things have been happening. I could swear that there’s someone else present in the house. I find things out of place sometimes, wet towels, unwashed dishes, strewn papers… inexplicably open cupboards and misplaced books. Why only the other day when I was having a bath, I heard a voice from the bedroom. I turned [...]
Filed under: Books, Boredom, Crap, Events, Experiences, Fiction, Frustration, General, Insanity, More Crap, Movies, Still more Crap, The Dark Side, Uncategorized | 8 Comments
Tags: Life, Fear, Scared, Insomnia, Sleeplessness, Danger, Risks, Vistors, Nights, Loathing, Paranoia, Strange
19th May, ‘08 - 0530 hours - I slept fitfully last night. GBS, Ms. T and BP are still sleeping. The journey’s drawing to a close. I wish the train wouldn’t stop… the stations would just fly by and the train would go on for ever. It’d get boring after a little while though. I [...]
Filed under: Boredom, Conversations, Crap, Events, Experiences, Friends, Frustration, General, Insanity, Longings, More Crap, Nature, Quotes, Religion, Society, Still more Crap, Suffocation, The Dark Side, Travel, oriya | 1 Comment
Tags: Assholism, Delhi, Depression, Food, Kareem's, Keventer's, Life, Madness, Misadventure, New Delhi, Old Delhi, Rantings, Realizations, Restaurants, Streets, Tewari's, Walks
