Archive for February, 2008
It hardly matters…
I’m going through life as if it’s somebody else’s and I’m just playing his part till he gets back from the loo…
The days find me waking up like a moron going around in a dazed state and the nights find me sleeping like a log. Wake up, brush, take a bath, comb your hair, get [...]
Filed under: Boredom, Crap, Experiences, Fiction, Frustration, General, Insanity, More Crap, Still more Crap, The Dark Side, Work | 12 Comments
Tags: Automaton, Bum, Life, Madness, Ravings, Zombie
Watch my life go up in smoke…
Days pass by and nights fly on,
as if in a drunken stupor,
not helpless, but unhelping
I care little, seeing time fly by me…
Whispering a mockery
touching me with a cane of leer,
jeering and sneering,
tearing at me are those long ago dreamt dreams
through hazed eyes on an innocent dreamy morning.
The long road stretches on…
brutal, unforgiving, barbaric
I’m sitting on [...]
Filed under: Boredom, Crap, Experiences, Fiction, Frustration, General, More Crap, Poems, Still more Crap, Uncategorized | 12 Comments
Tags: Despair, Much ado about nothing, Rantings, Resignation, Submissive
A healthy morning breakfast
Today morning, making a deviation from the usual schedule, I switched on the TV. And I didn’t have breakfast thereafter. The fast had already been broken by Kenny G on VH1. And what a healthy, heavenly breakfast it was! Kingsize! Almost divine!
The music, so sweet and soothing, took me into another world and I almost [...]
Filed under: Experiences, General, Music, TV, Videos | 1 Comment
Tags: Breakfast, Havana, Kenny G, Kenny G - Greatest Hits, Raghav, Savion Glover, VH1
That’s a long life…
She was nice. I instantly disliked her. She kept on telling how she believed in her dreams and did nothing to make them come true else they wouldn’t be dreams anymore. I told her how I didn’t go out because going out involves going out and I didn’t particularly like that. She was getting late. [...]
Filed under: Books, Boredom, Catch 22, Conversations, Crap, Fiction, General, Girls, Humour, More Crap, Uncategorized | 2 Comments
Tags: Absurdity, Catch 22, Closing Time, Funny, Heller, Joseph Heller, Paradox
Relationshit!
Relationshit: Two people involved in an awful relationship, neither of them courageous or prudent enough to call it off.
It so happens at times that relationships turn to relationshits with time. And people still harbour these relationshits for a long time wishing to call it off finally someday. The criteria for deciding on the eventful day [...]
Filed under: Conversations, Crap, Friends, General, Girls, More Crap, Society, Uncategorized | 8 Comments
Tags: Attempt at Humor, Break-Ups, Relations, Relationships, Relationshits
The need to call…
Watching Fightclub can be so disastrous at times… the degree varying from mildly bent to raving lunacy. If there was a word ever needed to be put in for ‘inviting trouble big time intentionally, the intended being the self or others’, then ‘Fightclub’ could perhaps be the right word for it.
Alone… Nobody you can call without [...]
Filed under: Boredom, Crap, Experiences, General, Longings, More Crap, Movies, Still more Crap, Uncategorized | 0 Comments
Tags: Contacts, Fightclub, Rantings
Oxford to Study Faith in God
This article made me wonder…
If this was important enough a matter to be spent on, so were there other matters of equal (if not greater) importance, like:
–Why men do it standing up and women sitting down?
–Why do old men think that the world was better off when they were young?
–Why does man dream of conquering [...]
Filed under: Events, Frustration, General, God, Insanity, News, Society, Uncategorized | 1 Comment
Tags: Madness, Foolishness, Ian Ramsey Center for Science and Religion, Research Grants, Waste
I was on top of the world
In the last sem I’d scored 9.14. I was on top of the world. Then the world lost gravity…
Filed under: Boredom, Crap, Experiences, Frustration, General, Nostalgia, Uncategorized | 6 Comments
Tags: Attempt at humour, Sadism
Stop… Rewind… Play… Shit!
‘The reason I don’t go to many places and try not to meet many people is that I don’t want to feel sorry later. I’d come out of a place quite happy and cheerful having met so many people with who I’d a good time. But then I’d go over the entire episode, rewind and [...]
Filed under: Bhubaneswar, Conversations, Crap, Experiences, Frustration, General, Nostalgia, Pain, Uncategorized | 3 Comments
Tags: Parties, Recluse, Regrets
Important: This post contains swear words and ideas befitting ill of a civilised person. The supposedly benign post is seemingly malafide and the author makes no attempt to tone down the strong language used, for then, the composition will perhaps be cut down to mere exclamations and interrogations which will result in a higly precise post [...]
Filed under: Boredom, Crap, Fiction, Frustration, General, Insanity, More Crap, Nazism, Society, Still more Crap, The Dark Side, Uncategorized | 6 Comments
Tags: Madness, Despair, Degradation, Darkness, Incoherence, Self mutilation, Universal Fuckerhood